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Weary


Today I feel weary. 

Actually, I have been feeling weary for some time now. Maybe it is because it is February. Winter time is hard with the lack of daylight hours and the cold.

 I am weary of the constant noise in our society. Of course, I participate in this noise by my screen usage. The television, iPhone and computer are constantly wooing me. "Come here and be with me. I will soothe you, entertain you and comfort you." 

 And they do.

 For a bit. 

Then the cycle starts all over again. I am over stimulated, my eyes burn and my brain will not shut off. 

 I am weary of money issues. No details on this - just weary of  pinching pennies. 

 Mostly, I am weary with myself. I am still struggling with my job lose. I think I should be over it and I am not. I am frustrated with these feelings. I am still learning the ropes of a new job with new people and there are challenges. I feel scattered in mind and body. My house needs attention and there are so many things I want to learn, read and do. 
Definition of weary:
physically or mentally exhausted by hard work, exertion, strain, etc.; fatigued; tired:weary eyes; a weary brain.characterized by or causing fatigue:a weary journey.impatient or dissatisfied with something (often followed by of):weary of excuses.characterized by or causing impatience or dissatisfaction; tedious; irksome:a weary wait.


Thankfully there is more. 

My feelings do not get to dominate. And the final authority, if I choose to accept it, says:

“Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.

"For I have given rest to the weary and joy to the sorrowing.”

I will leave this space, eat a good dinner and sleep.

 And I will focus on truth.

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